An update on my life's status!

So, the past few months have been really beneficial to me spiritually...they have not been the easiest or most fun months...but defiantly good training months, for my 'spiritual run' through life!...A few months ago I felt as though the Lord was asking me to let go of EVERYTHING, that I was comfortable with, happy with, familiar with, and just take a walk of faith, and just trust Him (my beloved Daddy) :)...So, I fought it for a while, not wanting to let go of my desires, and the things closest to my heart...but I finally decided that if I didn't do it God's way, that I would never find peace!! So, I went on what seemed like a crazy path to take, and just followed God...holding his hand, through the dark rooms he had me in. He taught me to just trust, don't ask questions, just GO, just TRUST...It was a very lonely time, as I fought him...but after I finally, just followed God, and stopped asking questions the Lord finally reveled to me, that I haven't completely been standing on my own two feet with Him...but rather, letting the support of other people (whom I love WHOLE heartily!!), or the fears of not wanting to loose acceptance from those high influences, I highly esteemed (and still do), form my faith, or be the reason I do this, or don't do this...So the Lord completely took me away from that...to teach me, that He is who I am to lean on, He is the one I should look to for guidance...and those wonderful people in my life, are to be tools to help me do that...BUT not crutches, to cause me to not lean on God... So, thankfully, I am finally understanding what the Lord was trying to teach me, after I finally just trusted!! If only I would have just trusted from the beginning, and listened to what God was trying to teach me, maybe just maybe...it wouldn't have took so long ha ha...So I encourage you, when you feel the Lord telling you to do something...don't ask questions...just hold his hand, and trust that he is leading you safely through the dark rooms...and if you fight him, you just might end up stubbing your toe on something in the room, if you don't just trust!!...Amen :)...